I am such a mess. I feel like I am not confident enough for this new school year, and yes High School has started on Wednesday of last week for me. I woke up at 2:00 Am on Wednesday, you know how your all excited about school and almost at the end of the day it felt really really long? Well that's how I felt. I've gotten used to the procedures of getting school on time, and class work turned in, but I don't feel... satisfied?
It might be the unknown that's haunting me, but... there's this side of me that I don't want to be in school anymore. I feel like I'm sick of it already. I know I have said that, "It's going to be a good year", and all but... I want to be home schooled.
I don't feel right right. Meaning, I don't feel right for the school.
I guess I have to get used to it.
Oh gosh. Fan Fiction, it never fails me. I mean never. I woke up that Wednesday morning, searching for something to read, and something caught my eye, and... it completely change me... somehow... it made me fall more in love with the Sheldon & Penny paring.
FAN FIC:
www.fanfiction.net/s/5688631/1/The_Sleeping_Circumstance Oh and I might do some avatars of Sheldon & Penny, Cole & Dylan Sprouse, Damon & Elena, and... DOCTOR WHO!!!!!!!!
Yes... Cole & Dylan Sprouse are fraking amazing. ;)
I guess I'll make some sigs as well. XD
And to the vidding...
Okay, have you ever had this "blocking", before? Like when you have a writers block and you have a million ideas all in one. Well that's how I am feeling. But, I need the inspiration... I probably need a lot of Coke, Root Beer, and tons of Mountain Dew before I get my satisfaction to make a new vid. Which, I do have one, but it's currently not finished, but it's almost there.
I guess I'm in a a lot of emotional stress, which I shouldn't have?