Nov 08, 2005 18:12
Tuesday, November 08, 2005
Hey I thought id update and tell people that read this stuff about my life. sounds like fun?
Well school is okay. like my grades are like a hundred times better than last year and the year before. im like participating more and more everyday. its fun to like get involved with stuff like that. My first period class is the worst. my teacher will tell me to do certian things to raise my grade but it never seems to go up. GAYSAUCE. My second period is algebra. im doing hecka better in that then last year. i have like a b. my third period is Drama 1. i have like a D in that class. I have no idea of why. whatever. fourth i have P.E. I hate P.E so much. the damn teacher make us dress every friggen day. RAIN OR SHINE. jesus. and we have to play hella dumb games like hockey and soccer, what the shit is that? soccers cool and hockeys better, but playing for a hour everyday?? heysus! fifth i have computer operations. i have a c i think in that class because i didnt turn in a lab fee that was optional. lame. and last period i have english. i could do better but theres hella work.
After school i go to rehersal for the school play. Im doing lights. Its hella cool. the play is hilarious. the people working in the play and the tech crew are hell of awesome too. their all hell of nice. woooow. I havent really been going lately though. mostly because ive been with my baby almost everyday afterschool.
Sebastian and I are friggen awesome in case you wee wondering. I think that our relationship is really maturing into a real one instead of a retarted high school teenage love. We are so close. Like we tell each other everything. I love the boy so much. before i had him i really had nothing in life.Like all i would do was look forward to getting high on the weekends with katelyn and the runns. Now.. its like Sebastian has changed my life. For the better though.. I dont smoke or drink anymore. He has changed me into such a happier person, its like the best feeling in the world.
Anyways, shit with my family isnt getting any better. My dad totally hates me a favors my brother over me llike no other. My mom is doing nothing with trying to get her kids back. My brother Nick and I have come to the conclusion that Richard and Sarah are probably going to be in a foster home for the rest of their lives. well until they graduate. My brother wants me to move out to Reno with him when i graduate and all the good stuff. wooooow.
It seems like teh only real friends i hae anymore are like Austin and Marika. I have Sebastian and stuff too. but yeah, ever since high school ive lost tons of friends. Its okay though. i can always make new ones.
Well thats it for now
Jesus that was long. i havent seen something like that in forever
yeah okay bye