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[bensanaz]

I don't actually know whether something is in fact wrong or whether it's my fault. Like, it's entirely possible that there's nothing wrong at all and I'm misinterpreting things. I feel like there's something wrong, and on some level I know that if what I feel is right it's quite possibly not directly my fault, but I also feel like it probably is my fault in some way. And I also feel like by posting this I will cause something to go wrong wrong and then it will be incontrovertibly my fault.

Guess I got depression!