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well today was iffy, i had a good time up until the show. i guess i just dont fit in with the crowd or something? or maybe im just bringing everyone down, atleast thats what it feels like. theres a whole list of reasons i was bummed out tonight but i think ill just keep it to myself because telling people what they are just seems to upset them even more. so f that. and its ok cause im a super trooper and ive gotton myself through worse times. so whatever fuck it. the show tonight was interesting. last night was good and we played a pretty good set. all the bands sounded awsome, and tal's brutals are sick shit and dont even sound like they come from him at all. we have a show / demo release on new years eve in bucksport at the kave. everyone should go to see our crappy band and cheer us on for defeat. but anyways its time for me to pass out and wake up in the a.m. peace.