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every black cloud has silver linings. That's something they say to give hope. Every dark cloud has silver linings, but our souls are like trees. The silver linings aren't enough. My soul withers the more lightning storms withiout nourishment it goes through. All I want, just once, is to see the sun. Just one beautiful, sunny day, where I can rest my bones and finally have something in my life work out right. I'm not talking about everything crashing down, but one redeeming thing coming out of the whole situation. I just want to be able to smile for a reason other than assuring other people that everything is okay. I'm tired.