Can't Help But Feel Foolish
The Dry Cleaners just called to tell me that the dress I wore to the first ball is practically ruined and isn't worth cleaning. The formal "expert" says there's two runs in the front of the dress' delicate fabric sort of like runs in hose and two holes from where my heel went through the hem(damn long dress). I feel horrible considering how goddamned beautiful that dress was and how much my mother paid for it. She's disappointed. I feel careless, ungrateful, and sick with the thought that that dress just has to be chucked in the back of the closet already for my future/non existant children to play in.
Why am I so upset?
Why am I so upset?