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so i keep finding out more and more that goes totally against what i thought.
and because of it i am left with this feeling
that our entire relationship is based on lies.
yet that realization isn't really bothering me.
it is just making my life easier.
but then i also think its not.
i'm not sure. i can't decipherer u.
i'm not sure what to think.
but i will admit i like picking at your brain.
the more i know the better i understand everything from your perspective.
and the better i can form an idea of what are relationship is,
and what it all means to me.
it is like i see two sides of u these days.
when ur with me i see the old u for the most part a little buried but there.
all other times it almost seems like u hate me.
these are my thoughts, there are many more in my head.
and they will be left to contemplate on another time.
and because of it i am left with this feeling
that our entire relationship is based on lies.
yet that realization isn't really bothering me.
it is just making my life easier.
but then i also think its not.
i'm not sure. i can't decipherer u.
i'm not sure what to think.
but i will admit i like picking at your brain.
the more i know the better i understand everything from your perspective.
and the better i can form an idea of what are relationship is,
and what it all means to me.
it is like i see two sides of u these days.
when ur with me i see the old u for the most part a little buried but there.
all other times it almost seems like u hate me.
these are my thoughts, there are many more in my head.
and they will be left to contemplate on another time.