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I had a pretty decent weekend. Friday the family left me to go racing, it's nice to have my house to myself on the weekends, I still have yet to have a party though.
Friday I worked 5-close, and trained Lynsey, she did well. Lots of people came and visited. Neenay, John, Carolyn, Sarah, Ariana and Ally, ummm, more but I can't remember. I had no plans for afterwards so i was just driving randomly smoking a stogie when Allie calls. So I met up with her and Ellen, we got Suge, and we ended up going to see the movies. We saw House of Wax, wicked fucked up movie. It was weird. I have never heard so many foul words come out of Ellen's mouth before, lol.
Saturday I slept for awhile, and then went to Old Country Buffet with Dools, Suge, AJ, Richardson, and Iggs. I was so happy to find out that it belongs to the same chain that HTB did, so its all the same food. Amazing. Good times. Then we went back to Dools' and watched the Celtics get slaughtered and i'm done talking about that. Then I watched a little MXC and went home. John was at the game so he came over afterwards, we were gunna drink but didn't end up having that much. We watched seinfeld, played party poker, other stuff, he went home around 2.
Sunday I didn't do much..woke up and hung around for awhile. Got some flowers for Nana and went to her house to visit with her. The whole family was there, besides my family, but it was fun. I'm pretty excited because my Uncle Steve transferred all the families old 8mm film into DVD format so we can all watch them when they were young. He gave a copy to everyone. I'm really excited to watch it because I never got to know my Grandfather, he died when my Dad was 13, so it will be kind of cool to watch the dvd.
Then I went home and slept, i'm sooo sleepy lately, I better not have mono or heads are gunna roll. My family was still gone at this point so I went and bought my Mom some lilies, stargazer lilies i think, im not sure, but they were cool. And I got her this Stevie Wonder cd. They came home, I gave her the stuff, she cried like always, then we went to Kitty's.
Afterwards we came home and talked about college. It's pretty much official that I'm going to Middlesex. It's upsetting, depressing, and I don't feel that great about it, but there really is no other option. At least I'm going to a school, I'll just kick ass and transfer out to somewhere after.
In a perfect world, HPU would of been the best choice, but unfortunately it's not the most realistic. It would cost me 25,000 a year, and for each year I would have 10 years of paying off loans. Then you factor in plane costs. We just don't have that kind of money, and I don't want to put my parents in debt. I felt really sad because when we were done talking about it I could see my mom was starting to cry. She was upset because she felt that my Dad and her didn't do all they could of done and didn't plan ahead for my college years. My family has gone through rough times and they have done more than enough for me in my life. My parents have worked there ass off, especially my Dad when me and Matt were younger, so whatever can't happen now isn't her or my Dad's fault. If anything it's probably mine. If I applied myself more in high school maybe I could of gotten accepted to Westfield, Salem State, or Umass Amherst, oh well, theres nothing I can do now, just work my ass off at Middlesex.
My car is all messed up too. To make a long story short, right passenger side tire...shock and bearing fell down, tore into my tire, barely got home on spare, did the same thing to spare...windshield still intensely cracked...lots of money...don't have money....oops.
I am determind to get out of the shambles.
Things that will take me out of shambles:
- 18 days left of school.
- I'm a graduating senior.
- Prom is going to be awesome.
- Senior week is going to be awesome.
- If I go to Middlesex, I most likely will get my own apartment
- My friends are awesome
- I'm going to a Sox game on the 31st
- other stuff
Isn't it awesome that I'm posting again, I know you love it.
Leave me comments
Friday I worked 5-close, and trained Lynsey, she did well. Lots of people came and visited. Neenay, John, Carolyn, Sarah, Ariana and Ally, ummm, more but I can't remember. I had no plans for afterwards so i was just driving randomly smoking a stogie when Allie calls. So I met up with her and Ellen, we got Suge, and we ended up going to see the movies. We saw House of Wax, wicked fucked up movie. It was weird. I have never heard so many foul words come out of Ellen's mouth before, lol.
Saturday I slept for awhile, and then went to Old Country Buffet with Dools, Suge, AJ, Richardson, and Iggs. I was so happy to find out that it belongs to the same chain that HTB did, so its all the same food. Amazing. Good times. Then we went back to Dools' and watched the Celtics get slaughtered and i'm done talking about that. Then I watched a little MXC and went home. John was at the game so he came over afterwards, we were gunna drink but didn't end up having that much. We watched seinfeld, played party poker, other stuff, he went home around 2.
Sunday I didn't do much..woke up and hung around for awhile. Got some flowers for Nana and went to her house to visit with her. The whole family was there, besides my family, but it was fun. I'm pretty excited because my Uncle Steve transferred all the families old 8mm film into DVD format so we can all watch them when they were young. He gave a copy to everyone. I'm really excited to watch it because I never got to know my Grandfather, he died when my Dad was 13, so it will be kind of cool to watch the dvd.
Then I went home and slept, i'm sooo sleepy lately, I better not have mono or heads are gunna roll. My family was still gone at this point so I went and bought my Mom some lilies, stargazer lilies i think, im not sure, but they were cool. And I got her this Stevie Wonder cd. They came home, I gave her the stuff, she cried like always, then we went to Kitty's.
Afterwards we came home and talked about college. It's pretty much official that I'm going to Middlesex. It's upsetting, depressing, and I don't feel that great about it, but there really is no other option. At least I'm going to a school, I'll just kick ass and transfer out to somewhere after.
In a perfect world, HPU would of been the best choice, but unfortunately it's not the most realistic. It would cost me 25,000 a year, and for each year I would have 10 years of paying off loans. Then you factor in plane costs. We just don't have that kind of money, and I don't want to put my parents in debt. I felt really sad because when we were done talking about it I could see my mom was starting to cry. She was upset because she felt that my Dad and her didn't do all they could of done and didn't plan ahead for my college years. My family has gone through rough times and they have done more than enough for me in my life. My parents have worked there ass off, especially my Dad when me and Matt were younger, so whatever can't happen now isn't her or my Dad's fault. If anything it's probably mine. If I applied myself more in high school maybe I could of gotten accepted to Westfield, Salem State, or Umass Amherst, oh well, theres nothing I can do now, just work my ass off at Middlesex.
My car is all messed up too. To make a long story short, right passenger side tire...shock and bearing fell down, tore into my tire, barely got home on spare, did the same thing to spare...windshield still intensely cracked...lots of money...don't have money....oops.
I am determind to get out of the shambles.
Things that will take me out of shambles:
- 18 days left of school.
- I'm a graduating senior.
- Prom is going to be awesome.
- Senior week is going to be awesome.
- If I go to Middlesex, I most likely will get my own apartment
- My friends are awesome
- I'm going to a Sox game on the 31st
- other stuff
Isn't it awesome that I'm posting again, I know you love it.
Leave me comments