Deception
So today I made an important discovery, which is that all girls are lying cheating whores. So since we're all aware of it now, lets all tell stories and leave them as comments. Keeping them to yourself is doing no good.
In other news, I had a wild weekend full of getting way too fucked up and ending the nights badly. Partying doesn't make me happy because after years and years of drinking and smoking I still don't know my own limits, and staying home instead of going to parties doesnt make me happy because then I'm bored and lonely. Hanging out with single people doesnt make me happy because either I'm too boring or all the people I associate with are boring, and we end up having nothing to talk about. Is life like this for other people? Why can it be so difficult to do something as basic as communicate?
I think I'm going to North Carolina to visit my grandparents, and while I dont NOT want to go, I'm really not looking forward to a long drive to see boring old people. I wish I had cooler grandparents - the g'ma is a tiny lady who talks too damn much about quilts, other old ladies, and all sorts of boring shit. The last conversation I had with my g'pa was about how he thinks WalMart is GREAT and I had to stop the conversation because I didnt want to get into a heated debate with an old man and start telling him hes stupid and supporting evil... Luckily it won't be for very long, a few days down there, I have to tell myself it won't be bad.
I feel like things are falling apart.
In other news, I had a wild weekend full of getting way too fucked up and ending the nights badly. Partying doesn't make me happy because after years and years of drinking and smoking I still don't know my own limits, and staying home instead of going to parties doesnt make me happy because then I'm bored and lonely. Hanging out with single people doesnt make me happy because either I'm too boring or all the people I associate with are boring, and we end up having nothing to talk about. Is life like this for other people? Why can it be so difficult to do something as basic as communicate?
I think I'm going to North Carolina to visit my grandparents, and while I dont NOT want to go, I'm really not looking forward to a long drive to see boring old people. I wish I had cooler grandparents - the g'ma is a tiny lady who talks too damn much about quilts, other old ladies, and all sorts of boring shit. The last conversation I had with my g'pa was about how he thinks WalMart is GREAT and I had to stop the conversation because I didnt want to get into a heated debate with an old man and start telling him hes stupid and supporting evil... Luckily it won't be for very long, a few days down there, I have to tell myself it won't be bad.
I feel like things are falling apart.