Doing the Unstuck
I've been racking my brain for the last few years about how the hell I'm going to make money in a way that is fulfilling, enjoyable, fun and doesn't feel at all like work. Something where I find myself saying "I can't believe I actually get paid good money to do this! I'd do it for free!"
I still don't know what that will be, but I'm remembering lessons about how to get there.
There have been a few times in my life where I lived in complete trust in the universe, and just "knew" that everything I needed would work out just fine. The more I trusted and let go, the better things worked out. The more I try to control, plan and "make it happen", the less progress I make.
This flies directly in the face of my current skeptical nature. Lately I've needed evidence for anything I believe, and now I find myself falling back on the whole "My experience is my evidence" thing, which proves nothing to anyone.
Well, I've realized that the only things I need outward evidence for are the things I would claim to be true for everyone. The only person I can speak for in these particular lessons is myself, so I guess I can allow myself to open up a bit with this. After all, there's no science where this is concerned. No one else needs to believe this, so there's no one to convince.
I used to manifest things in my life through intention and trust. I'd put my intentions out there and simply trust that they would work out, and I often got surprised at how things would work out differently than I would have ever guessed, and be even better than what I originally wanted.
I can't manifest a damn thing if I waste my time brooding, worrying, and fretting and trying to make plans for ideas I don't even have yet. I've been spinning my wheels big time, like a car stuck in the mud, and it's time to take my foot off the gas, get out of the car, and just take in the surroundings. Maybe I'll find a log or plank to help get the damn thing unstuck. I sure won't get anywhere cursing and stressing and slamming my foot on the pedal. In fact, that will just dig me in deeper and maybe burn out the engine. Fuck that.
So, I'm getting out, breathing, walking a bit, and maybe will meet some kind strangers that can help me out. You never know until you let go.
I still don't know what that will be, but I'm remembering lessons about how to get there.
There have been a few times in my life where I lived in complete trust in the universe, and just "knew" that everything I needed would work out just fine. The more I trusted and let go, the better things worked out. The more I try to control, plan and "make it happen", the less progress I make.
This flies directly in the face of my current skeptical nature. Lately I've needed evidence for anything I believe, and now I find myself falling back on the whole "My experience is my evidence" thing, which proves nothing to anyone.
Well, I've realized that the only things I need outward evidence for are the things I would claim to be true for everyone. The only person I can speak for in these particular lessons is myself, so I guess I can allow myself to open up a bit with this. After all, there's no science where this is concerned. No one else needs to believe this, so there's no one to convince.
I used to manifest things in my life through intention and trust. I'd put my intentions out there and simply trust that they would work out, and I often got surprised at how things would work out differently than I would have ever guessed, and be even better than what I originally wanted.
I can't manifest a damn thing if I waste my time brooding, worrying, and fretting and trying to make plans for ideas I don't even have yet. I've been spinning my wheels big time, like a car stuck in the mud, and it's time to take my foot off the gas, get out of the car, and just take in the surroundings. Maybe I'll find a log or plank to help get the damn thing unstuck. I sure won't get anywhere cursing and stressing and slamming my foot on the pedal. In fact, that will just dig me in deeper and maybe burn out the engine. Fuck that.
So, I'm getting out, breathing, walking a bit, and maybe will meet some kind strangers that can help me out. You never know until you let go.