Aug 25, 2005 21:02
I'm actually having a decient day today, for the most part. I've cut down on smoking a lot, mostly due to the antidepressants. I also think sorting out the chaotic thoughts in my head have probably helped some.
I think that all the sleep I got last night helped a lot, even though I'd rather have a full night's rest, rather than the broken sleep I've been having.
While I am a bit upset that I'm not getting Monday off, like our normal schedule, it's probably more of a blessing than a curse, seeing as how as long as I'm working, I tend not to think so much about everything that's been happening in my life.
Now, I think I'm begining to wonder, after all, the future doesn't seem quite as bad as I thought, although there are still quite a few reasons to worry. But then again, worry comes naturally to me.