変化
It is said that music can shape someone's character. After all, music soothes even the savage beast. Scientifically proven, if one is to place a pot of plant at its infant stage, close to a radio which plays classical music daily to it, the plant will grow towards the music (leaning towards the radio playing classical music). However if that pot is to be placed near a source playing heavy metal, noisy rock music, it will grow away from the music. I am a musician since age of 15. I grew up by listening to typical pop boy bands to chinese love songs and when I was given the opportunity to pick up the guitar, ever since then I have been playing only rock/metal music. Hence my music foundation were very much Nirvana, Pearl Jam, Smashing Pumpkin, Iron Maiden, U2, Luna Sea, X-Japan, Spitz and the more recent ones like Tool, A Perfect Circle and a couple more. Of course I have my favourite amongst these. I would say Smashing Pumpkin and A Perfect Circle would be 2 of my favourites. Music does have an impact on me. I used to be very discriminative towards which kind of music to be listened to. I listen to wider range now, from classical to trance to the good old rock/metal music. Rock music has really made me very melancholic, at times very negative in my thinking. My temper probably came from rock influence too. I do have an extremely short fuse in terms of temper. I still do retain some of my younger days attributes like timid, and shy. But 12 years of rock music since the age of 16 really changed me a lot. Bad attributes? Rock musicians tend to write their songs with so much feeling and hidden meanings inside their lyrics. I used to marvel at their songs. I personally am not talented in writing own songs or tunes which is why I have always been playing covers after covers. So now I am gonna introduce this song which I loved so much since young.
Mayonaise By Smashing Pumpkin
Fool enough to almost be it
Cool enough to not quite see it
Doomed
Pick your pockets full of sorrow
And run away with me tomorrow
June
We’ll try and ease the pain
But somehow we’ll feel the same
Well, no one knows
Where our secrets go
I send a heart to all my dearies
When your life is so, so dreary
Dream
I’m rumored to the straight and narrow
While the harlots of my perils
Scream
And I fail
But when I can, I will
Try to understand
That when I can, I will
Mother weep the years I’m missing
All our time can’t be given
Back
Shut my mouth and strike the demons
That cursed you and your reasons
Out of hand and out of season
Out of love and out of feeling
So bad
When I can, I will
Words defy the plan
When I can, I will
Fool enough to almost be it
And cool enough to not quite see it
And old enough to always feel this
Always old, I’ll always feel this
No more promise no more sorrow
No longer will I follow
Can anybody hear me
I just want to be me
When I can, I will
Try to understand
That when I can, I will
私は１１月に芳緒里さんに告白することにしました。１１月の前に、手紙を芳緒里さんに送ります。芳緒里さんは私にチャンスくれるといいんですけど。俺は芳緒里さんの顔の反応見たいです。１１月が遠いのを知っているけど俺は本当に芳緒里さんの顔見たいです。今から１１月まで、俺は待つことができるだけです。１１月まで、悪いものは何も起こらないことを願っています。私は、現在、私の人生にはいるように芳緒里さんが最も重要な人になったと思います。 また１１月。。。。。。
Mayonaise By Smashing Pumpkin
Fool enough to almost be it
Cool enough to not quite see it
Doomed
Pick your pockets full of sorrow
And run away with me tomorrow
June
We’ll try and ease the pain
But somehow we’ll feel the same
Well, no one knows
Where our secrets go
I send a heart to all my dearies
When your life is so, so dreary
Dream
I’m rumored to the straight and narrow
While the harlots of my perils
Scream
And I fail
But when I can, I will
Try to understand
That when I can, I will
Mother weep the years I’m missing
All our time can’t be given
Back
Shut my mouth and strike the demons
That cursed you and your reasons
Out of hand and out of season
Out of love and out of feeling
So bad
When I can, I will
Words defy the plan
When I can, I will
Fool enough to almost be it
And cool enough to not quite see it
And old enough to always feel this
Always old, I’ll always feel this
No more promise no more sorrow
No longer will I follow
Can anybody hear me
I just want to be me
When I can, I will
Try to understand
That when I can, I will
私は１１月に芳緒里さんに告白することにしました。１１月の前に、手紙を芳緒里さんに送ります。芳緒里さんは私にチャンスくれるといいんですけど。俺は芳緒里さんの顔の反応見たいです。１１月が遠いのを知っているけど俺は本当に芳緒里さんの顔見たいです。今から１１月まで、俺は待つことができるだけです。１１月まで、悪いものは何も起こらないことを願っています。私は、現在、私の人生にはいるように芳緒里さんが最も重要な人になったと思います。 また１１月。。。。。。