Jan 12, 2006 21:15
Another update...
I am once again available...
Know of any Intelligent preferably 18-19 year old males? I have a thing for dark haired, usually blue eyed, athletic types, who like to joke around, are sweet, and look extremely good in baseball caps and button up shirts.
After school was a complete mess...nothing went the way I had hoped it would, but lately nothing has. I tried talking to him then, but he was pissed off by all the other people, which is understandable...I guess...But I think we ended it on a little better terms a couple of hours ago...we'll see...
Who knows, maybe Friday the 13 will bring some good luck...since everyday of this year has been kind of a bust so far.
Today's bad point: Before mentioned thing. The akwardness that will follow it for the next few days. The fact that it's over.
Today's good point: I'm healthy. God has given me the opportunity to find someone new. I still kept a friend...just changed the relationship part of it. I finally confronted someone...ME! I NEVER confront anyone. I laughed really hard for the first time in a long time...and I think I needed that the most...and Brianna laughed with me, I haven't seen her laugh that hard in a long time either. I also fell off of the picnic tables...that hasn't happened to me in a long time either :)