Forty years old? I got this!
Tap. Tap.
Is this thing on?
Remember me?
I feel like a bad, bad blogger. I kept saying. "I'll post everyday." Oops! I hope you can forgive me. I will try to do better. Definitely won't say everyday since we all know how that will turn out. So how have you been?
If only I could say I've been on an adventure and that's why you haven't heard from me. Unfortunately, I had been struck with laziness. It's very hard to recover sometimes from it. The sad thing is, it wasn't just this blog that was hit by laziness. My writing and so much more got hit.
It hit me a little when I turned thirty-four back in December that I wasn't where I thought I would be. I told my thirty-year old self that at the age of thirty-five, I would be achieving my goals. Well unless a miracle happens. I won't achieve the goal that I truly want. I won't be where I want to be.
Maybe it was being with my writer friends this weekend, but I realized that I need to get out of this funk and get moving. I know I won't get to where I want to be at thirty-five, but at least knowing I'm on my way there - will help. So I've decided I'm giving myself until I'm forty. I will achieve the one goal I have in my life. Which goal is that? Just wait and see..haha. I'm sure most will figure it out.
Let's just hope I'm not posting the same blog in 2019, when I turn forty. I've got this. I know I can do it. It will be hard at times due to life and little things like Facebook, I'm sure. But I can do this. One day at a time. Here is to the next six years. Forty-year old self - here I come! Watch out!
Next step.......the book blog.
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