Writer's Block: Look at Me/Don't Look at Me
I certainly don't get energy from seeking attention. Generally I avoid attention and would much rather do things behind the scenes (cooking, baking, cleaning) than step out and be center stage (master of ceremonies, the extrovert). I think this is part of the reason I ended up with farming as my vocation/career. I like doing things for people but I'm not into doing things in a sort of flashy way. I like small but vital. Returning to the party metaphor, I find I like my way of interaction with people to be seeing them enjoying a food I've created. I don't feel then that I have to somehow be a circus monkey but can relax in the fact that I''ve done something nice for people and they've enjoyed it.