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The last 4 and a half years have went by way too fast. It's kinda of sad.
I've seriously done so much since I moved up here, and I have nothing to speak for it except blurred memories. Friends have came and gone, I've been in and out of relationships, had money trouble, had bands.
But now I'm back to square one. I have no job, no money, no band, and only a few close friends.
But it doesn't really bother me. See...I think this is just a sign that I need to change something. I don't really have anything tying me down or holding me back right now. I don't even have that many good friends anymore. The good friends that I DID have either went into the Service, got girlfriends that probably much made them quit their lives, moved, or just drifted away. I don't have a band that I have to worry about keeping together. I don't have a job that I have to worry about losing.
To all my 'friends' that abandoned me...FUCK YOU, I don't need any of you. I got by for 14 years without all of you, so what makes you think I need you now?
I really am tired of being nice to everyone. I'm tired of helping people. I'm tired of making sacrifices so others can be happy while I get stuck farther in this hole.
This closes a chapter of my life. Peace, LiveJournal. If you want my new one, comment here, and if you matter, I'll add you.
I've seriously done so much since I moved up here, and I have nothing to speak for it except blurred memories. Friends have came and gone, I've been in and out of relationships, had money trouble, had bands.
But now I'm back to square one. I have no job, no money, no band, and only a few close friends.
But it doesn't really bother me. See...I think this is just a sign that I need to change something. I don't really have anything tying me down or holding me back right now. I don't even have that many good friends anymore. The good friends that I DID have either went into the Service, got girlfriends that probably much made them quit their lives, moved, or just drifted away. I don't have a band that I have to worry about keeping together. I don't have a job that I have to worry about losing.
To all my 'friends' that abandoned me...FUCK YOU, I don't need any of you. I got by for 14 years without all of you, so what makes you think I need you now?
I really am tired of being nice to everyone. I'm tired of helping people. I'm tired of making sacrifices so others can be happy while I get stuck farther in this hole.
This closes a chapter of my life. Peace, LiveJournal. If you want my new one, comment here, and if you matter, I'll add you.