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5 hours of sleep, and i got ready for Chad's house. I was -so- close to just coming home and giving up. which is what i should have done. the ramp to 96 was closed so i got directions at a gas station. i was scared because i was very unfamiliar with the area. anyways, i bought a mocha frappucino at the gas station and headed on my way. i made it to chad's just fine, although getting onto those freeways was sometimes tricky, i just made it a few of the times. i hadn't seen Chad in an entire year. going there was so not meant to happen, everything about the day just seemed so off. i get there without getting lost, which I am very proud of, since both Jackie AND Nick both got lost taking me there. and they were way more experienced drivers than I am. anyway, I get there and Chad makes me wait for like 5 minutes, why? i don't know. so I'm just standing around. then, he notifys me that he didn't even ask his grandma if I could come over, that he didn't have time. ummm...we have been planning this for a long time. so yeah, we couldn't hang out at his house really because of that. we walked a block to this girl Heather's house. Chad promised me it would just be us two... but i guess alan, his boyfriend, somehow found out i was coming over and called non stop bitching. no trust in their relationship i see. which made me value my Mikey so much. and also, he said he didn't plan hanging out with the heather girl. so anyway we go to chad's house and I had to -sneak- past his grandma up in his room. we hung out in his room for a while and looked at various things in his room. i offered to drive us places but they would rather walk in the 87 degree hot weather to a fucking dollar store >_< i was kind of ignored for a while, as chad and heather talked for almost the whole way there. it was cool in the store at least. then we walked more, to this library. fun. then back to chad's and I had to once again sneak past his grandma. we hung out in his room for several more hours and listened to music, and watched Fairly Oddparents. and made corn dogs. then at around 5:30 heather left for work, she worked at McDonalds lol. and made 5.25 an hour. just like i used to lol. i had to stay until 6:30 for friday evening rush hour traffic to die down a bit. so most of that hour was his obessive boyfriend calling literally every 5 minutes to see if i was gone. so much for catching up. whatever though, i thought it was pretty rude how he talked about wanting me to come over just me and him for an entire year now, but has that heather girl hang out with us, and how he said he would give me gas money but was broke. definetly not going there again.