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Okay since the only people who read this are my old friends from Cali that i have on this thing is jessica,claudia,erika,and lisa i believe so thats about it. But i think claudia is the only one who reads this cuz she added me as a friend. Well claudia make sure u tell the other girls to read this. Okay im just sittin here all high n fucked up and since this thing is mainly meant for old skool cali i tend to recolect (i think thats close enough to correct spelling) on the past, on the good memories..haha..hmm we'll start with dearest Erika..erika now well you were quite the hottie..haha..7th and 8th grade you and rose would ask to borrow a dollar like every fuckin day from me, seriously i think i gave you guys over 200 bucks combined. I remember one day towards the begining of 8th grade and i decided to to put my foot down and not lend out money anymore...well Erika didnt like the sound of that...one day she was like "ben can i borrow a dollar" and i said no. Well she was like ben please!!! and i was like No! and well that day she was wearing a quite sexy plaid school girl skirt..haha..yes i still remember and she pushed me up agaisnt the wall and pressed up against me and said what do i have to do for that dollar?...and me being the little boy i was and being nervous i said here have the dollar. If that were to happen again today well things would have ended up differently ;)..haha..oh yeah..i have more on erika but ill write more on that later. Now moving on to Claudia...well claudia was one of those girls i would look at and be like she is hott but she would never want me and i would go through these thoughts in my head like hmmmm do i have a chance? haha and i would always consult with my good friend mexican Tony. And i was like dude I think i like claudia, and he giggled and i laughed and we pretty much kept it at that, i had a thing for her but i was such a little boy that i never acted upon that. Not much else to say about that! Now moving on to Alex and my dearest Amanda..haha..well..these to ladies were in my journalism class along with jessica, claudia, galen, and shaun....good times, good times...and well i always thought these too were hott...shit guys all you fuckin guys were hott...haha...but yah i remember during lunchtime one day that the idea of these two kissing was brought up and all the horny little boys were all excitied and filled with glee, but amanda and alex would only kiss if we paid i believe it was either 3 or 5 dollars. And me being the one always givin the money everyone came to me asking for some. I paid the money and alex and amanda did indeed kiss but the problem was, was that i was in the very back and i did not get to see very much :( but i lived anyways. I sure wish i could have seen it though..haha.those guys got a free show. hmmm . now jessica..well me and jessica didnt always hang out with eachother but whenever we did it was fun and to tell you the truth i have this memory written in my yearbook that i look upon and luagh about cuz i can barely remember it but i do know that it was funny at the time...in my yearbook jessica wrote and i quote.."Hello Ben. You are cool! Oh yeah! Dont tell anybody what happened behind the school that one day...its a secret;)muah-jessica lowery" now i kinda remember that. Me and her had an inside secret about us supposably doing something behind the skool and we would say stuff occasionally trying to get people to think stuff just so we could get a little amusement...im gonna talk to her about that later on to see if she remembers anythign like that...now hmmm im tryin to think of more stories but i keep leading back to erika...now im going to finish this entry with an memory i have of erika again witch is quite amusing.It was during lunch and we were hanging out by the tables next to the vending machines placed outside near the office and stuff and i dont remember exactly how it happened but it did somehow erika was laying on the table having someone take body shots off of her and it was crazy like she took one of her back and her fuckin red thong was stickin out..hahaha..and i remember after she was done she walked to me and said "you enjoy the show?" and i was like uh yah..haha..good times..fuckin nowadays instead of taking body shots with juice we would be using hardcore vodka or sumtin but yah thats enough for tonight since im high and im runnin out of energy but if u stuck through with me and read all this i really miss you all and i love you guys forever, we may have just been children but u guys are in my hearts forever. Much Love - Sir Benjamin.