Bored. Again.
It seems like a common theme to my life these days...sitting around my apartment by myself. I can't say that I always hate it, I mean, I do like to spend some time by myself from time to time. But lately I have been really bored. It is partially my fault, for working this dumb job. Luckily it will be over soon and then life will be back to normal.
Maybe I feel crappy just because the last day has sucked. Last night some lady rear ended me just as I was getting home. Luckily I am okay and my car didnt suffer any major damage, but my back does hurt. It feels very stiff and uncomfortable. And then I bumped my head realllly hard on the kitchen cabinet today and cut my head. It still hurts, and now there is a nice goose egg on my head.
Have you ever been offered to do something but declined it because you thought that you would be doing something else? It sucks.
I am ready to go home. I just want to get out of here, this place, this town. These past few months have really stunk and I am ready to go home, where I will be comfortable, have something to do, live normally. There I don't have to worry about idiot drivers, what I am having for dinner, or going to work. I am looking forward to next January when I can hopefully live normally here in Orlando again.
However, it depends on what I am doing, and I really dont know what that is going to be. If only life were like it was one year ago...everything so easy because your life is basically planned out all around taking classes and doing homework. So much for that anymore.
I hope this doesnt sound like a feel sorry for me blog. Because I hate that. But I'm writing what is on my mind.
I hate the fact that it is Friday night, and I am going to bed at 8:30. I also hate that I never get to do anything social anymore and all of my friends are out having a grand old time and I am sitting here writing this and watching Bob Saget on 1 vs. 100.
Well I am going to lay down. My back hurts, I'm getting sleepy, and there is nothing else to do.
Good night.
Maybe I feel crappy just because the last day has sucked. Last night some lady rear ended me just as I was getting home. Luckily I am okay and my car didnt suffer any major damage, but my back does hurt. It feels very stiff and uncomfortable. And then I bumped my head realllly hard on the kitchen cabinet today and cut my head. It still hurts, and now there is a nice goose egg on my head.
Have you ever been offered to do something but declined it because you thought that you would be doing something else? It sucks.
I am ready to go home. I just want to get out of here, this place, this town. These past few months have really stunk and I am ready to go home, where I will be comfortable, have something to do, live normally. There I don't have to worry about idiot drivers, what I am having for dinner, or going to work. I am looking forward to next January when I can hopefully live normally here in Orlando again.
However, it depends on what I am doing, and I really dont know what that is going to be. If only life were like it was one year ago...everything so easy because your life is basically planned out all around taking classes and doing homework. So much for that anymore.
I hope this doesnt sound like a feel sorry for me blog. Because I hate that. But I'm writing what is on my mind.
I hate the fact that it is Friday night, and I am going to bed at 8:30. I also hate that I never get to do anything social anymore and all of my friends are out having a grand old time and I am sitting here writing this and watching Bob Saget on 1 vs. 100.
Well I am going to lay down. My back hurts, I'm getting sleepy, and there is nothing else to do.
Good night.