May 01, 2005 22:54
You know, I don't think people understand me.
I feel like I am misunderstood and then those things come back to bite me in the butt. I don't like that. I also think I worry a lot about different things. But that is just who I am. I never intentionally mean to hurt feelings of anyone, so if I ever do, I apologize. Maybe I think of myself too much, but sometimes its necessary.
I think I am different than a lot of people. At least that I have met. I feel like I have a different way of thinking and different outlook on things. I don't think it's a bad thing...do you?
You know when you have a conversation with someone and you know you have a lot to say, but it doesn't come out? Yeah, that happens a lot with me. I hate the feeling of being the one that gets all the blame. I hate being viewed as the mean guy-especially when you don't intend to be that way.
I think I have changed a lot in college....and I'm not so sure if that is a good thing....
Just gotta look out for yourself.