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its hard not to have regrets.
i realized that i was tired of having regrets because they take alot of energy and only make you angry. so then i tried to not have them. to let them go. but i realized i still have them, its just i dont think about them.
i really hate to reference a cheesy yearbook quote, but there was one that said nothing is as far away as a minute ago. or ...the last minute. or something. anyway it made me sad. ive been thinking how im always waiting for things. just letting time pass. and anyway....more or less : i regret things. i am trying harder to make decisions that will not cause regrets. and im trying to enjoy my time.
two days left.
i want a bike.
and i havent heard any good music lately. i need a really really good band to brink me back.
i realized that i was tired of having regrets because they take alot of energy and only make you angry. so then i tried to not have them. to let them go. but i realized i still have them, its just i dont think about them.
i really hate to reference a cheesy yearbook quote, but there was one that said nothing is as far away as a minute ago. or ...the last minute. or something. anyway it made me sad. ive been thinking how im always waiting for things. just letting time pass. and anyway....more or less : i regret things. i am trying harder to make decisions that will not cause regrets. and im trying to enjoy my time.
two days left.
i want a bike.
and i havent heard any good music lately. i need a really really good band to brink me back.