This Could Be The One Last Chance To Make You Understand

[benjamincurley]

So I'm in love . . . with Western Michigan University. Oh, I had you goin' for a second. It was freakin' awesome. My tour guide was nice and the campus is beautiful. Defiantly worth a second look, I just hope I can get in. Um, other than that I did as little AP work as I could get away with and slept a lot. Dang, first order of business when I get home from Canada is figure something out. I'm not sure if my thoughts have been misleading recently. I'm not sure if I have feelings for someone, or if I'm just so lonely that I am just looking for someone to force my wants on. Foremost though I just have to try and stay stong, one of my biggest fears is the first girl that gives me a green light will have me on a leash. I'll be so afraid of losing her that I'll do anything for her. I see the writing on the wall and I don't want that, I don't want to be controlled. I just have too keep a level head and that schouldn't be a problem but it is best to be wary. I just want soemone who will understand that I'm an old fashioned guy. I want someone who will be willing to take it slow and not jump into things. Perhaps it is only a dream, a eco of what no longer is. Dang I am one sappy emo guy.
Till next time,
Benjamin D. Curley