Mar 17, 2005 20:23
Just an update so that the most recent thing I talked about wasn't West Side Story cuz I am SOOO over it. I'm in a ranting mood so just sit back, relax and enjoy:
Being sick sucks. I'm not talking about like a flu that you have but then get over, oh no, I'm talking about the late winter diseases that get passed around so much, it all becomes a huge blur of PHLEGM and mucus. It's the kind of sickness that doesn't start or end, but just teases you with a day of feeling human right before the next morning when you wake up and you can't talk or breathe cuz your throat is on fire and there's more snot in your nose than you can shake a stick at.
Another thing that sucks is people. For those of you who have ever had ONE conversation with me, you know I have a gift of finding fault in everyone, and don't restrain myself from letting the world know what that fault is. I also tend to spew out various racial/sexist/etc. slurrs in reference to different people. I do it so much in fact that when I called Crystal Yu a dirty whore the other day, she actually giggled. I mean, when I said it really early in the morning in Chem., i was like "Oh shit, I just called a 3 foot tall girl who's probably never heard a swear before a dirty whore! SHIT!" But no, she ACTUALLY giggled. Maybe she just didn't know the term "whore", or even "dirty", or it's just I've become so predictably random that people don't even notice it anymore.
Know what I also noticed? I HATE people that are at all like me. I realized this when having a conversation with Hallie Haas and Mallory Ramonovitch in Chorus. I was (again) ranting about someone i hated (who shall remain nameless unless you ask me in person, in which case I'll be happy to disclose to you) and I was telling them why I hated her. It was then that I and the two of them realized this person had very similar qualities as myself, but just went about having them a different way. (is it just me or is my writing particularly confusing tonight?) So anyway, I guess that means I hate myself which is very sad, but whatev...I'll get over it.
Lastly, I AM SO SICK OF HIPPIE, CRUNCHY, GRANOLA-EATING, LIBERAL, NORTHAMPTON BITCHES!!! I admit, I was very close to becoming one, but I have seen the light and now hate all of them. In the end, all anyone cares about is themselves and anyone who says or thinks otherwise is twisted and wrong. People should stop preaching things they themselves don't even understand. Political correctness sucks too and people who try and be it ALL THE TIME annoy the hell out of me cuz they're fake and retarded. I guess you can say I've given up on the world...maybe I should start a cult. Yeah, that's it a cult! SWEET!!! Everyone who wants to join my cult, bring dark robes, candles, various bones and kool-aide to guidance after school monday and we'll plan our conquest of the world.
Ok, there are about 453 other things I want to tell you about and why they so enrage me, but I'm bored and I have homework. Bye all.