Apr 06, 2005 15:47
Times flying, nothings changing...well like the way I want it too....I should probably know that things arn't gonna be how I want them too most of the time, so I guess I really have no complaints. Still just kinda riding along, still feel kinda numb to everything, but thats cool, what rush is there to be in? So Its been 2 years since I'v even kissed a girl, and you know what, It gets easier being alone everyday. Mostly because I know I wont be alone forever. Shes out there, so why worry. Just looking to get inspired, well since spring is here I am very much inspired, but motivated, boy thats a whole different brand of breakfast cereal. I do need motivation, but again i'm sure that will come in time. It seems like i'm At a stand still, well thats because I am. I do know that a snap decision isn't gonna help. Sure its gonna mix things up for a bit, but it also brings mad stress, disappointment and quite often heart break. Believe me, I know, as I'm sure many of you do as well. I found staying clear of drama is a good thing, why worrier twice as much, right? well thats all I'v got. keeps safe, yous!