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Sometimes I feel like my life is just a roller coaster of emotions. One week the chips can be up, the next week down. Like last week I was mad at my parents for shutting down the idea of me moving out, and renting an apartment. It would be just to see how I would like to live on my own. If I didn't then I wouldn't be out any expenses, just the rent for that month. Then I find a tralier that was cheap in our want ads, and I call to see about it, and my dad says in that gruff tone "what are you calling about a tralier for." I inform him, "Dad, I'm 23 years old, and someday I plan on living alone. He just does loud "Hummp" sound and my mom gets all "benita, you are not going to buy it" kind of tone." It just makes me angry that they are not open to it at all. I don't want to feel like a failure. Most people my age are out, doing their own thing, but I'm not. I'm just saving up my money paycheck to paycheck so I can get my own place. I may be 30 by the time I get there, but i'm going to do it...LOL maybe not that old.
But this week, I"m feeling happy again. I'm talking to someone from Madionsville. I got a extra dollar and _ cent for tips today. I'm up to $4 dollars now. One of the ladies told me that I needed a tip jar. That I should have a tip jar..and I quote, "because I take such good care of them when they come". I've always been nice to people, and treated them like the way I would like to be treated. I'm glad people are responding to it. I hope they will treat other nice in return.
But this week, I"m feeling happy again. I'm talking to someone from Madionsville. I got a extra dollar and _ cent for tips today. I'm up to $4 dollars now. One of the ladies told me that I needed a tip jar. That I should have a tip jar..and I quote, "because I take such good care of them when they come". I've always been nice to people, and treated them like the way I would like to be treated. I'm glad people are responding to it. I hope they will treat other nice in return.