everything is different
did you ever wake up and realize that nothing is like it used to be? that everything has changed so much, you don't really know what is going on. it's like i'm all of a sudden realizing i have no idea who i am. i don't know where i belong. it's funny because those things that are supposed to be a constant in your life just aren't anymore...i don't think that there really are constants anymore - maybe just your family - it's like even your friends aren't really a constant - everything is just so different. i sort of feel lost. i'm at this new place in my life - i'm going to be 19 - only 19 years old...there's so much more to come but so often i find myself wondering ... what else is there really? i mean seriously what is the purpose of life? i have no idea why i'm writing this right now ... i think i'm gonna go ...