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i have no idea what i want to do with my life for sure, but i know i want to just be able to do what i love. i know im not going to harvard because i would never want to, which is why im not striving for high honors like some people do. i hate overachieving, especially in relation to school. but still, ive noticed that being lazy and not caring has become a fucking fad to so many people i know. it seems as though everyone just wants to look too fucking cool, like they only do nothing to talk about it later smiling around a huge group of people. nothing means anything anymore. blah. i hate days like these. if youre sure you dont want to go to college or whatever then thats fine, dont do work, but dont brag about it. my point is, most likely you just look stupid if you're trying to claim eternal apathy in a smug way. its so annoying.