ahh fun
So today, started out well. I was in a good mood, got a lot of sleep, and was ready and rearing for a long day.
9 30, Liz said Bryant don't you have a Drs. appointment, i'm like shit fuck i do. haha, so I left. Got to have an ultrasound...fun 1200.00 later, everything is okay. I guess. Whatever.
Then ryan...I get so frustrated. Like to the point you wouldn't believe. I try talking to him. Let me be the first to admit that I always used to jump to conclusions and over react. Sometimes I still do, but I've been making an honest effort at talking. Trying to understand him and listen and calm him down. I still fail. Ha, like yea.
I get so frustrated because I dunno what more to do. I love him so much. SO MUCH, it's scary, and I'm not going to leave him. I'm going to weather the storm, right or wrong. That is my descision. I'm gonna find books on effective communication. Anger management and stronger relationships. I'll do all I can do, but the rest is up to him.
Not much else, i should go and get pretty...by pretty i mean relax this mop of curly hair to be straight and cute. haha
good day all
9 30, Liz said Bryant don't you have a Drs. appointment, i'm like shit fuck i do. haha, so I left. Got to have an ultrasound...fun 1200.00 later, everything is okay. I guess. Whatever.
Then ryan...I get so frustrated. Like to the point you wouldn't believe. I try talking to him. Let me be the first to admit that I always used to jump to conclusions and over react. Sometimes I still do, but I've been making an honest effort at talking. Trying to understand him and listen and calm him down. I still fail. Ha, like yea.
I get so frustrated because I dunno what more to do. I love him so much. SO MUCH, it's scary, and I'm not going to leave him. I'm going to weather the storm, right or wrong. That is my descision. I'm gonna find books on effective communication. Anger management and stronger relationships. I'll do all I can do, but the rest is up to him.
Not much else, i should go and get pretty...by pretty i mean relax this mop of curly hair to be straight and cute. haha
good day all