May 04, 2004 16:43
I don't know how to love him, what to do, how to move him. I've been changed, really changed. In these past few months, when I've seen myself I seem like someone else.
I don't know how to take this. I don't see why he moves me. He's a man. Just a man. And I've had so many men before and in many many ways, he's just one more.
Should I bring down should I scream and shout should I speak of love..let my feelings out? I never thought I'd come to this, what's it all about?
Don't you think it's rather funny? I should be in this position, I'm the one who's always been so calm-so cool..no lover's fool, Running every show; He scares me so...
I never thought I'd come to this...what's it all about..yet if he said he loved me...I'd be lost, I'd be frozen. He couldn't cope, he'd turn his head and back away he wouldn't want to know...he scares me so...I want him so...I love him so...
I've been living to see you...dying to see you but it shouldn't be like this. This was unexpected, what do I do know? Could we start again please?
I've been very hopeful so far. Now for the first time, I think we're going wrong. Hurry and tell me...this is all a dream, or could we start again please?
I think you've made you point now. You've even gone a bit to far to get your message home. Before it get to freightening we ought to call a halt.
Could we start again please?
Try not to get worried, try not to turn onto problems that upset. Don't you know everything's alright, everythings fine. And i want you to sleep well tonight. Let the world turn without you tonight. If we try, we'll get by, so forget all about us tonight.
Sleep and this shall soothe you, calm you and annoint you..then you'll feel everything's alright, yes everythings fine. It's cool and the oitment is sweet...
Close your eyes, and relax, think of nothing tonight....