and this is where i being to lose my sanity
this is certainly a more unusual week than normal...
mainly because i have never heard so much wedding talk in the one week..
Work, all this past week, has been revolving around the fact our manager steve is getting married...
So i get to Fist2Face on wednesday, Gerard & Caroline are engaged!
later that evening... Grant & Kay
There's 3 already..
Then i hear that Harley & Bec's date is Saturday (yesterday)..
Harley & Bec, you know i send my best wishes..
So all this stuff running around my head... totaly got to me last night..
partly jealousy? yeah...
partly lonliness? yeah
I figure some time with Adrian is good, cept he too has a new missus...
now, please don't get me wrong, this is not a bad thing that adrian has a new missus, this one may actually be one he is with for a while now!
this is where my jealousy & lonliness kicks in..
god...
i should rename myself LonelyBoy15 or some crap like that...
I think it's might not be where im going wrong, it's now what am i doing?
im not that great talking to new people..
maybe its the new people...
what is it im not doing?
do i read people wrong?
is my desperation for a girl now so much everyone can see it?
am i going to the right places?
is there a place for me?
god...
how the hell did i go onto livejournal to blog about autosalon and end up doing this??
why am i asking so many questions???????
mainly because i have never heard so much wedding talk in the one week..
Work, all this past week, has been revolving around the fact our manager steve is getting married...
So i get to Fist2Face on wednesday, Gerard & Caroline are engaged!
later that evening... Grant & Kay
There's 3 already..
Then i hear that Harley & Bec's date is Saturday (yesterday)..
Harley & Bec, you know i send my best wishes..
So all this stuff running around my head... totaly got to me last night..
partly jealousy? yeah...
partly lonliness? yeah
I figure some time with Adrian is good, cept he too has a new missus...
now, please don't get me wrong, this is not a bad thing that adrian has a new missus, this one may actually be one he is with for a while now!
this is where my jealousy & lonliness kicks in..
god...
i should rename myself LonelyBoy15 or some crap like that...
I think it's might not be where im going wrong, it's now what am i doing?
im not that great talking to new people..
maybe its the new people...
what is it im not doing?
do i read people wrong?
is my desperation for a girl now so much everyone can see it?
am i going to the right places?
is there a place for me?
god...
how the hell did i go onto livejournal to blog about autosalon and end up doing this??
why am i asking so many questions???????