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I have some how (haven't a clue how) hurt my back. I hurt it over a week ago in fact and far from getting better it seems to be getting worse. I went to the doctors last week at Rachel's insistence and I was given some tablets that do bugger all. Today, i've actually been so bad that I couldn't get into uni :( SO I went to the doctors again and I've been given a happy little cocktail of drugs that makes my head spin- whee!
Umm, in other news it was Caleb's funeral last week which was beautifully doe, but that doesn't make it any less sad so I'm not going to go into that.
Thirdly, as Saffron's due date nears, just a couple of months to go, she's getting steadily crankier, we've had to buy a new bed since she's still inhabiting mine and I cannot sleep on the floor for a further two months with my back in this state (Jesus I feel old). We keep going shopping for baby essentials though I've managed to wheedle some of Shawn's old things out of my dad who has calmed down a lot since he first found out he was going to be a granddad. Furthermore, we have finally settled on a name for the baby and have decided to name him Jason (because I totally got my own way) and his middle name, Saffy's decided, will be Liam.
Lastly, I suppose, it's coming up to my 22nd birthday (cries) and if I wasn't worried about what would happen if I mixed alcohol with my drugs i'd go drink myself into a stupor. I desperately do not want to turn 22, as stupid as that may sound. It kind of verifies the fact that I'm actually an adult, something I well do not feel ready to be, and the fact that four years ago I started uni thinking 'i'll finish my education at 22 how cool is that' and now that i'm nearly 22 education's become a bit of a comfort blanket (i've only been having it for the last 20 years after all) and i'm a little worried about what's going to happen afterwards- especially if I'll now have two more mouths to feed (Saffy's decided not to go back to work).
Anyway, I guess that despite that trepidation, I'm still kind of excited, i'll have my degree and will hopefully be able to move out of the world of working as a waiter, or a night guard, or the guy who cleans the deep fat fryer at McD's and onto something that i'll actually enjoy :D.
Sorry, I know that I have way too much going on atm.
Bruce
Umm, in other news it was Caleb's funeral last week which was beautifully doe, but that doesn't make it any less sad so I'm not going to go into that.
Thirdly, as Saffron's due date nears, just a couple of months to go, she's getting steadily crankier, we've had to buy a new bed since she's still inhabiting mine and I cannot sleep on the floor for a further two months with my back in this state (Jesus I feel old). We keep going shopping for baby essentials though I've managed to wheedle some of Shawn's old things out of my dad who has calmed down a lot since he first found out he was going to be a granddad. Furthermore, we have finally settled on a name for the baby and have decided to name him Jason (because I totally got my own way) and his middle name, Saffy's decided, will be Liam.
Lastly, I suppose, it's coming up to my 22nd birthday (cries) and if I wasn't worried about what would happen if I mixed alcohol with my drugs i'd go drink myself into a stupor. I desperately do not want to turn 22, as stupid as that may sound. It kind of verifies the fact that I'm actually an adult, something I well do not feel ready to be, and the fact that four years ago I started uni thinking 'i'll finish my education at 22 how cool is that' and now that i'm nearly 22 education's become a bit of a comfort blanket (i've only been having it for the last 20 years after all) and i'm a little worried about what's going to happen afterwards- especially if I'll now have two more mouths to feed (Saffy's decided not to go back to work).
Anyway, I guess that despite that trepidation, I'm still kind of excited, i'll have my degree and will hopefully be able to move out of the world of working as a waiter, or a night guard, or the guy who cleans the deep fat fryer at McD's and onto something that i'll actually enjoy :D.
Sorry, I know that I have way too much going on atm.
Bruce