Hrm...
Ok, am I doing this to myself? Am I seperating myself from the people I love? I cant seem to get over the feeling that my friendships are starting to fall around me, and it's leaving me feeling helpless. I think that im being selfish, I mean, why cant she hang out with other people if she wants? She has other friends beside me, and thats totally cool. Cause I know she still is my friend at the end of the day. And Sean's gunna be goin out with Meghan soon if everything works out right, and I know both of them have told me nothing will change between Sean and I, but that feeling is still there, and I think im taking actions I shouldnt before things ever happen. I dunno...
In all honesty, after graduation is over, and a year or two down the road, when i have memories of High School, Sean and Holly will probably be the only people I really would still like to have contact with and truly care how each of them are doing. No offense ment, but everyone else is just kinda "there," they are cool to talk to and hang out every once and awhile, but no one can compare to the two greatest friends that i have right now.
I finally decided that im gunna go to the University of Wisconsin - Green Bay for my first year of college. Since all you really take your freshmen year is just the basic classes to get you started, and nothing really to do with your major, and since Green Bay is like 10,000 dallors cheaper then Madison...Im gunna go to Green Bay, then transfer over to Madison to get the specialized stuff for my major.
I dont know, it's been kinda a wierd emotional night...Maybe tommorow will be better.
In all honesty, after graduation is over, and a year or two down the road, when i have memories of High School, Sean and Holly will probably be the only people I really would still like to have contact with and truly care how each of them are doing. No offense ment, but everyone else is just kinda "there," they are cool to talk to and hang out every once and awhile, but no one can compare to the two greatest friends that i have right now.
I finally decided that im gunna go to the University of Wisconsin - Green Bay for my first year of college. Since all you really take your freshmen year is just the basic classes to get you started, and nothing really to do with your major, and since Green Bay is like 10,000 dallors cheaper then Madison...Im gunna go to Green Bay, then transfer over to Madison to get the specialized stuff for my major.
I dont know, it's been kinda a wierd emotional night...Maybe tommorow will be better.