why?

[benfolds91]

why does this pain besiege my mind
and my physical body?
why do i try to be kind
when i have lost it already?
why do i not know
wuts going on?
or does it already show
that is has not dawned
on me.

A veiled argument,
of unknown size
to knock me down
before i realize.
that i dont know wuts happening
whats going on,
all this trapping
or is it just a con?
a trick, a dirty prank
a joke, a crank
lets hope thats true,
lets hope for the best,
to now understand
why the rest
of the friends know.
what i dont.

i once considered myslef just that
but she surely put an end to that
with her hidden arugment,
of unknown proportions

if this, to me is due
then i can take a clue
that i am no longer wanted.
not to sound emo
but i thought we were a teamo
but again u failed to tell
me the problem

but still, with all my heart do i love thee
but why cant just that be seen by thee?
why does she hang up everytime i call
shes out, her sister says, out at the mall
but she lies through her teeth
because underneath
i know with the real person lies
the nagging sensation of wise flies
telling her to tell me
everything

why?

this is to a certain person, she knows who she is, and i just want her to know that i love her with all my heart. u know who u r.