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Despite the events at work(which continues in a seeming spiral of inevitable descent), things have continued on a fairly blissful path as they have been.
Both new friends and old are being remarkably supportive, and for what seems like the first time ever for me I'm actually enjoying the social interaction(always been a bit of a hermit for those of you who don't already know). I guess its a combination of being comfortable with myself and being accepted.
So tenatively, providing I can either get, or just take the days off work, I've been invited to Cali for Labor day weekend. It started quite simply as a conversation about piercings with Miss Kat on IRC, and the next thing I know shes invited me for Labor day weekend so she can do them for me at cost. Now for me the biggest dilemma for me in that regard, is should I blow off my curent job a month of two earlier than I originally planned, so I can have her do all the piercings I want? As the job would frown on me showing up with 3 fresh perforations in each ear-not in the uniform policy you know. I'm thinking about telling the job to go pound sand, and continue on with what I know is making me happy in life. This will obviously add some complication to my life, mostly financial, but balanced against the sense of inner peace it seems like it might be a small price.
And then theres the whole issue of trying to control my rate of change, I want to take my time and do it right. But the other side of the coin is wanting to achieve my goals as soon as possible. Hopefully I can find a sane place in the middle, if not it still looks like its going to be fun either way ^-^
Both new friends and old are being remarkably supportive, and for what seems like the first time ever for me I'm actually enjoying the social interaction(always been a bit of a hermit for those of you who don't already know). I guess its a combination of being comfortable with myself and being accepted.
So tenatively, providing I can either get, or just take the days off work, I've been invited to Cali for Labor day weekend. It started quite simply as a conversation about piercings with Miss Kat on IRC, and the next thing I know shes invited me for Labor day weekend so she can do them for me at cost. Now for me the biggest dilemma for me in that regard, is should I blow off my curent job a month of two earlier than I originally planned, so I can have her do all the piercings I want? As the job would frown on me showing up with 3 fresh perforations in each ear-not in the uniform policy you know. I'm thinking about telling the job to go pound sand, and continue on with what I know is making me happy in life. This will obviously add some complication to my life, mostly financial, but balanced against the sense of inner peace it seems like it might be a small price.
And then theres the whole issue of trying to control my rate of change, I want to take my time and do it right. But the other side of the coin is wanting to achieve my goals as soon as possible. Hopefully I can find a sane place in the middle, if not it still looks like its going to be fun either way ^-^