fever dreams

[benefitz]

I hate fever dreams. For me, they're always imbued with a sense of purpose. I started feeling sick last night. I tried to make myself remember what my purpose was in this fever dream, but I can't quite. There was something about opposites, either loud and soft, or something. But it was something I had to do. It pervaded my entire night's sleep, even though I woke up every couple hours.

I need to go drop off job applications today, but I really don't want to now that I'm feeling sick. I just want to curl up in a ball and lie down.