difficulties and things that sound like pit
Life can't be that hard. Sometimes I think I make it harder than it really is. Like some sort of mentality blocks me from thinking rationally. Sometimes I feel like I'm being attacted from all different angles, but when I think about it, it isn't really being attacted at all its just my over emotional ways getting in the way. How do I turn that off without having an emotional breakdown? How do i become numb to the world without crying myself to sleep? How come I am such a sensitive thing? Why can't I tolorate people being angry with, or uncomfortable, or critical of me? Where's my hard shell?