march 15th, 2004
so i recall things, and i miss things.
yet for all my life i have never looked forward to things. ever.
even still i don't. i think it means that my future is bleak, or that i just don't want to move forward, i want to move backwards, maybe im afraid of growing up. who knows. all i know is that i miss you, remember that date^? remember how happy we were? i think i messed up big time with you. i really am sorry. and i wish you could talk to me the way you used to.
-d
yet for all my life i have never looked forward to things. ever.
even still i don't. i think it means that my future is bleak, or that i just don't want to move forward, i want to move backwards, maybe im afraid of growing up. who knows. all i know is that i miss you, remember that date^? remember how happy we were? i think i messed up big time with you. i really am sorry. and i wish you could talk to me the way you used to.
-d