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ive figured im going to stop asking people how they are until they ask me back. some ask me back & i love them but some dont & i still love them. im finding out who my friends are faster than i want to. im losing. im holding onto nothingness. theyre falling through me. i cant keep them if they dont want me.
it look a few short sentences from a new-found friend to make me realise that the shit in my head might do me some good. it might take me someplace & i might even be able to do things on my own. i felt less empty. i wanna thank this person.
& to the rest of you. the ones who dont ask me how i am. how comes? i always ask you. not just as a part of a sentence but because i actually care.
i learnt this year that problems that are small to me may be terrifying in the life of another. i know to expect the unexpected. & that shit happens. & shit hurts. & shit breaks you apart.
the last thing i need to stress is that on the cover of the most recent issue of maxim magazine, is a photograph of natalie & debbie from hollyoaks wearing not much at all. i suggest you buy it. & if you live in america, fucking import it. seriously.
it look a few short sentences from a new-found friend to make me realise that the shit in my head might do me some good. it might take me someplace & i might even be able to do things on my own. i felt less empty. i wanna thank this person.
& to the rest of you. the ones who dont ask me how i am. how comes? i always ask you. not just as a part of a sentence but because i actually care.
i learnt this year that problems that are small to me may be terrifying in the life of another. i know to expect the unexpected. & that shit happens. & shit hurts. & shit breaks you apart.
the last thing i need to stress is that on the cover of the most recent issue of maxim magazine, is a photograph of natalie & debbie from hollyoaks wearing not much at all. i suggest you buy it. & if you live in america, fucking import it. seriously.