Today's been ok...
I was having a good time at taco tuesday tonite..till my sister decided to be a bitch for no reason
'are you ordering food?'
'Yea i feel like some rice kitchen.'
'Why dont you just come home with me and eat?'
'Cause I feel like rice kitchen?'
'blah blah blah...just stop talking to me!'
Uuuum ok, please lets yell at stephanie for no reason yet again.
My mom and my sister were being mean to me last nite..and of course it was my fault.
I don't get why people always like to yell at me and be mean to me around here lately.
Maybe by that i just mean my mom and sister...ugh.
It doesnt make me feel good no matter how strong i may act.
So yea i was doing fine then she went off and was being a bitch.
So um ok yea thats cool..then i dunno what happened.
I'm happy..just a little sad.
I miss Michael..I wasn't kidding when i said i was having withdrawl..
I need my fix..soon..or i might go crazy.
I love that boy to death..
But yea..then someone else i know is down..and that makes me sad.
I'm tired...i have a test tomorrow..and 2 the day after that..
fuck school..im just so tired all the time lately..and i hate it.
I know it doesnt have to be like that yet it is.
I'm just not feeling the love lately.
And then tonite i was in a good mood before i left the house..
then my parents come home from work, and they never fight,
but they started talking about insurance and they were both really tired..
and we all know when everyone in the house is tired people get cranky,
and my parents got all loud with each other cause they weren't understanding one another..
and i know it sounds dumb and people probably think that parents fight all the time...
and blah blah blah...but my parents never ever do, so when these things come about
every now and then it upsets me..even though it shouldnt..it definitly does.
And I'm just sitting here being like...um ok :| so those time arent fun at all,
and my emotions will never get use to that...or being called the bitch in the family..
then they just go 'haha stephanie just kidding' but i dont like that..at all..
and i dont like when they try to play around like it was a joke..i hate that.
I dunno why I'm so upset tonite...i just am..not pms'ing if thats what your thinking..
I'm just I dunno..then you know theres always the shit that I can't write in here..
But yea mostly I do miss Mike..kinda a lot..I miss you A loT! xox
He's like my guys version of KT.
But i think it might be time for bed.
sidenote: the trip down to South Carolina the past 5 days...was so much fun...i love it down there!!!!
'are you ordering food?'
'Yea i feel like some rice kitchen.'
'Why dont you just come home with me and eat?'
'Cause I feel like rice kitchen?'
'blah blah blah...just stop talking to me!'
Uuuum ok, please lets yell at stephanie for no reason yet again.
My mom and my sister were being mean to me last nite..and of course it was my fault.
I don't get why people always like to yell at me and be mean to me around here lately.
Maybe by that i just mean my mom and sister...ugh.
It doesnt make me feel good no matter how strong i may act.
So yea i was doing fine then she went off and was being a bitch.
So um ok yea thats cool..then i dunno what happened.
I'm happy..just a little sad.
I miss Michael..I wasn't kidding when i said i was having withdrawl..
I need my fix..soon..or i might go crazy.
I love that boy to death..
But yea..then someone else i know is down..and that makes me sad.
I'm tired...i have a test tomorrow..and 2 the day after that..
fuck school..im just so tired all the time lately..and i hate it.
I know it doesnt have to be like that yet it is.
I'm just not feeling the love lately.
And then tonite i was in a good mood before i left the house..
then my parents come home from work, and they never fight,
but they started talking about insurance and they were both really tired..
and we all know when everyone in the house is tired people get cranky,
and my parents got all loud with each other cause they weren't understanding one another..
and i know it sounds dumb and people probably think that parents fight all the time...
and blah blah blah...but my parents never ever do, so when these things come about
every now and then it upsets me..even though it shouldnt..it definitly does.
And I'm just sitting here being like...um ok :| so those time arent fun at all,
and my emotions will never get use to that...or being called the bitch in the family..
then they just go 'haha stephanie just kidding' but i dont like that..at all..
and i dont like when they try to play around like it was a joke..i hate that.
I dunno why I'm so upset tonite...i just am..not pms'ing if thats what your thinking..
I'm just I dunno..then you know theres always the shit that I can't write in here..
But yea mostly I do miss Mike..kinda a lot..I miss you A loT! xox
He's like my guys version of KT.
But i think it might be time for bed.
sidenote: the trip down to South Carolina the past 5 days...was so much fun...i love it down there!!!!