My God I love you.
I have this feeling of complete peace that has just come over me from reading an old entery of a very perfect day last summer...
"There's those times in life where you look around the world, take a deep breath in, and smile. Tonight was classic. Steph and I first headed out to the mall..then headed downtown to go strolling/shopping/whatever else could possibly happen there...stumbled upon the most hilarious/bestest book ever entitled "Friends Stick Together" in Urban Outfitters...we laughed until we cried and hurt (so i decided it was a keeper and bought it) and then just kept on walkin. Saw gina at gap..shared our book...hey...at least she laughed too. haha.
It was soo perfect out. One of the moments where everything seems exact and untouchable...did a loop de loop and ran into alex and victor..haha. Saw Brian and David running...also bumped into debbie/heather...then walked over to the best conveniance store ever and snatched a slurpee. We then found the most perfect ties (aka pieces of wood stacked up around a garden) and sat on them...watched the cars roll by...and the beautiful people. :) Just talked...laughed, realized that maybe i wanna stay here for college (thats iffy tho)."
Last summer was so perfect. That day was so great, and i have that same feeling today that i had that day. I have been so happy lately! I just am in such a good mood and feeling so good about everything, and reading that entery was just perfect. I'm just so happy about being happy! I'm so glad that Kt found that day so great too, it was a great day spent together. It's funny how that day changed the course of the rest of my summer, infect the rest of the year, ha funny how things happen. I love that I have brough myself to where I am today, back to where I was last year, I am so proud of myself! I
'm not looking forward to my friends moving away, even if it is close still sad, but i am super excited to spend time with them before they leave. I feel like dancing right now. I was driving down the highway tonite to get my sister and i had the windows rolled down and singing to my music, and just thinking about how great life is right now. Certain friends have come back, others have gone, some have had life changing experience this summer, and other will never change. It's a great feeling to just be ok with everyone around you and not have to worry about anyones feelings, or should i say just not give a damn. Just to be completely one with yourself and your feelings, it's so easy to tell the truth and be honest and up front when you feel like this, forget about the future consequences and live for the now!
I'm so happy for Kt right now, Rex is a good guy I love him, and I love that he will share his clove cigarettes with me :). Hopefully will be moving in with them soon, maybe, if things work out and i can bring myself to move away from my family, ha i love them so much :).
Friday was Marc's birthday, so we all went bowling. Saw Annie, Denny, and Marc who i hadnt seen in a couple weeks. Wouter was there but i see him all the time. Brian was there too, just arriving home from a very long trip to South Africa, seemed like he had an awsome time. It was just so fun to hang out with everyone, I love my friends they are so great! Alex gave me a heartattack when he decided to come check on me friday nite, i was staying at irv's all weekend to watch the dog. Saturday was good too, finally chillin with a long lost friend was lots of fun. Got some food and watched Empire Records, that movie fuckin kicks ass. I've always loved it so much. I'm just glad i didnt have to spend the whole nite alone, everyone else seemed busy.
*Sigh* What a nice day today was, I just feel like giving the world one big hug!
xoxo
"There's those times in life where you look around the world, take a deep breath in, and smile. Tonight was classic. Steph and I first headed out to the mall..then headed downtown to go strolling/shopping/whatever else could possibly happen there...stumbled upon the most hilarious/bestest book ever entitled "Friends Stick Together" in Urban Outfitters...we laughed until we cried and hurt (so i decided it was a keeper and bought it) and then just kept on walkin. Saw gina at gap..shared our book...hey...at least she laughed too. haha.
It was soo perfect out. One of the moments where everything seems exact and untouchable...did a loop de loop and ran into alex and victor..haha. Saw Brian and David running...also bumped into debbie/heather...then walked over to the best conveniance store ever and snatched a slurpee. We then found the most perfect ties (aka pieces of wood stacked up around a garden) and sat on them...watched the cars roll by...and the beautiful people. :) Just talked...laughed, realized that maybe i wanna stay here for college (thats iffy tho)."
Last summer was so perfect. That day was so great, and i have that same feeling today that i had that day. I have been so happy lately! I just am in such a good mood and feeling so good about everything, and reading that entery was just perfect. I'm just so happy about being happy! I'm so glad that Kt found that day so great too, it was a great day spent together. It's funny how that day changed the course of the rest of my summer, infect the rest of the year, ha funny how things happen. I love that I have brough myself to where I am today, back to where I was last year, I am so proud of myself! I
'm not looking forward to my friends moving away, even if it is close still sad, but i am super excited to spend time with them before they leave. I feel like dancing right now. I was driving down the highway tonite to get my sister and i had the windows rolled down and singing to my music, and just thinking about how great life is right now. Certain friends have come back, others have gone, some have had life changing experience this summer, and other will never change. It's a great feeling to just be ok with everyone around you and not have to worry about anyones feelings, or should i say just not give a damn. Just to be completely one with yourself and your feelings, it's so easy to tell the truth and be honest and up front when you feel like this, forget about the future consequences and live for the now!
I'm so happy for Kt right now, Rex is a good guy I love him, and I love that he will share his clove cigarettes with me :). Hopefully will be moving in with them soon, maybe, if things work out and i can bring myself to move away from my family, ha i love them so much :).
Friday was Marc's birthday, so we all went bowling. Saw Annie, Denny, and Marc who i hadnt seen in a couple weeks. Wouter was there but i see him all the time. Brian was there too, just arriving home from a very long trip to South Africa, seemed like he had an awsome time. It was just so fun to hang out with everyone, I love my friends they are so great! Alex gave me a heartattack when he decided to come check on me friday nite, i was staying at irv's all weekend to watch the dog. Saturday was good too, finally chillin with a long lost friend was lots of fun. Got some food and watched Empire Records, that movie fuckin kicks ass. I've always loved it so much. I'm just glad i didnt have to spend the whole nite alone, everyone else seemed busy.
*Sigh* What a nice day today was, I just feel like giving the world one big hug!
xoxo