complex small-town interrelational data structures.

Sep 23, 2005 12:20

i don't mind, saying something cheesy
if that something is true.

and i don't mind doing something different,
if that something's with you.

but i think, i've done less, for more of a girl.
standing outside, waiting for the end of the world.

the smaller the city, the deeper the grit.
i love the way my city functions, the two degrees of separation, the bizarre love rhombus or icosahedron at it sometimes appears.
I like it, because, i'm petty, and i like to talk about other people and their failures and successes at this game of life.
I like being able to give half decent advice, because i get to hear both sides of each issue.
I like the way people will always complain about how this city is too small and people take too much interest in the lives of others, but then when it suits them they'll turn around and pass on information themselves.
I really enjoy this, as i identify these parts in myself, and as much as i consider my inconsistency a flaw, it makes me comfortable know the whole rest of the world exists in that same flawed state. We are all hypocritical to some degree, we make plans, and we tell people our plans, and then we change our minds.
we are dynamic people built for a dynamic world, with a society that rewards the static and the status quo.
the status quo is such a luxury in a world so complex.
now spring time is in bloom, and the world will soon complexify itself exponentially.
so good luck to all you players, may your game be fruitful and fulfilling.

now, fish with family.

you are all beautiful people,
so take some time to compliment those who make your life.

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