Nov 08, 2006 21:48
things have changed alot, but not at all.
im joining the army, itll be official monday. i go to bootcamp in april 07. im pretty stoked, i really need to get out of this place, plus whats better then killing for money?
ive calmed down alot, i really just drink, work, go to school( its a miracle right) and talk to god sometimes. i need something, its like im reaching for something that isnt there. im lonely, deppressed, and in some drama. its goinna end with a court case as usual, cause kids are too stupid to realize, if they jump me, ill stab them with one of my knifes. i just want peace in my life right now. so yeah, nothings really changed. i still drink, probrobly more then ever, and i dont really smoke weed anymore. i dont really know what else to say, so ill leave it at that