I give you this, after my day of epic fail

[benditlikebea]

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[benditlikebea]

Fixed. I did a couple of those thinking of you.

Hee.

I don't think you want to know.

[benditlikebea]

They are amusing. I still think the Mickey one is my favorite. I almost fell out of my chair.

And it is. You'll be upset with me.

[benditlikebea]

UGH. This is ALL her fault, btw. *facepalm*

Yes, she did. A lot. A LOT lot.

*goes and unlocks the post from him*

I'm sorry I locked this from you, but I knew you were friends with Tabby and I didn't want you to be mad at me.

Here. - There's a lot of stuff in here...

[benditlikebea]

Really? You can't? Because I TOTALLY can. Hello, bio-mom's a mercenary with loose morals.

I'll melt her brain, JP. Swear to baby Jesus.

*sigh* Yeah, I know. But that's only because she had Tabby before me. You can't be replaced if you didn't belong to begin with.

[benditlikebea]

She was afraid I was going to say something mean to Tabby. I know it.

Well, I love you so when I do it, I won't tell you.

Yeah, I'm the suffering one. And it BLOWS. I just wish she'd decide. And evidently, she wishes I'd decide. And now, because of all this bullshit, I'm SO NOT ABLE TO DECIDE. I want to hate her. But she's my mom. Except she's not my mom. But she says she wants to try and get to know me. But when she does, it reminds me that she's not my mom. And I get mad. So I want to hate her. But she's my mom.

You see where my headache is coming from?

[benditlikebea]

Really? *reads his journal* Funny. I think she said she did.

She called you a baby. And cut your legs off? WTF.

... You've talked to her. Do you REALLY think that's going to work?

[benditlikebea]

Who?

*crosses arms* I'll stop when she stops.

[benditlikebea]

*makes a face* Of course.

*sighs* I do. And I'm sorry. I'm just... angry. Really, really angry. Not at you, but... just at life. And HER. And Illyana.