Life's what you make it
So I never really write stuff down anymore, which is because of my laziness. Which is topic number one.. i am so GOD DAMN lazy.
i dont try hard in school at all... i have chem i should be doing and a 15 page paper thats going to rape me if i dont start doing it. I was supposed to study for calc tonight but my partner distracted me... :) which is topic 2..
I found a boy that I like :). i know i find a lot of boys that I like but this one is different, and real , and funny, and cute as hell, and has a niceee body, and young haha. there was another boy for a minute that i thought i liked and i dont know how to explain it, the whole time i hung out with him i was wishing i was with the other boy, which made me think that the first boy is worth taking a chance on to see what happens, because if you can hold my add attention that well... shit you deserve a shot.
( side note... some fuckers knocking on my door for my suitemate and if he thinks pounding on the door at 2 am is a good idea im about to drop kick him.. thanks)
anyways,a little part of me is once again slightly afraid to commit to someone because i like to talk to boys, all different boys but at the same time i always wish i ahd someone constant and plus this boy... i dunno. hes awesome.
and yes, emily you were right, you probably always are.
" ... ahh.. Tell me what you want.. "
hehehe.
i dont try hard in school at all... i have chem i should be doing and a 15 page paper thats going to rape me if i dont start doing it. I was supposed to study for calc tonight but my partner distracted me... :) which is topic 2..
I found a boy that I like :). i know i find a lot of boys that I like but this one is different, and real , and funny, and cute as hell, and has a niceee body, and young haha. there was another boy for a minute that i thought i liked and i dont know how to explain it, the whole time i hung out with him i was wishing i was with the other boy, which made me think that the first boy is worth taking a chance on to see what happens, because if you can hold my add attention that well... shit you deserve a shot.
( side note... some fuckers knocking on my door for my suitemate and if he thinks pounding on the door at 2 am is a good idea im about to drop kick him.. thanks)
anyways,a little part of me is once again slightly afraid to commit to someone because i like to talk to boys, all different boys but at the same time i always wish i ahd someone constant and plus this boy... i dunno. hes awesome.
and yes, emily you were right, you probably always are.
" ... ahh.. Tell me what you want.. "
hehehe.