Art History
so I'm in my Idenpendent Study Art history class right now which is a good thing if I could actually do something while I am in class. Essentially I have three or four large requirements which are one a peer docent program at the sheldon, which sounds like it would be a great thing for my college resume. As well as doing these sort of masterwork presentations on four artists of different mediums affecting the 20th cent. Then I also have to contact interviews with six professional's who either work as a curator, or professor's. The problem with actually doing this work at school is that most of this requires out of school work, but yesterday I went to the Sheldon and got a number for one of the curators. So now all I need to do is call set up an interview and get information about the peer docent programs. So maybe possibly the only thing that I could actually do now is set up an interview. Anyways I decided that since I never actually write on these crazy things(or at least in the details that I would like to) that I will sit down and do a bit of writing. So I went to emily's last night, which was amazing but I feel sort of guilty because she has all of these crazy challenging ap classes and last night she had to read like 50 pages and these are not our standard 50 pages, but your college text, 1 out of 20 words to large to comprehend gigantic paged text books. Needless to say it was my intention to go there do some reading in my current book of the moment(fast food nation) and let her do her work. That didn't happen, in fact I don't even think that she had gotten one page read, I guess time just sort of flew by. It ran away from me, as did our shirts (pun intended!) Which was very enjoyable. It didn't actually go further than that, ut we were kissing for such a long time, it was amazing, and now I can't stop thinking about her. Hana told me I'm falling fast, and I feel sort of guilty because I know that I am going to school and I am putting myself in a position to be hurt, but I would much rather have this emmense happiness right now. I kissed every inch of her body, waist up. But it was really enjoyable we could only see each others faces through the shadows the moonlight cast on out face. We kissed fingers and hands, lips and tongues, arms elbows, waists, breasts, nipples, and then after all of the kisses and talking and staring and just this intense passion mixed with intense serenity, we fell asleep. Waist up naked, we fell asleep in each others arms, I could feel her breathing upon me, slow, heavy, and her hand cradled mine, and it was perfect. I'm not sure if I am moving too fast all I know is when I told another friend elisa that hana said I was falling fast, she said the most insightful thing anyone has said in a long time, and that is "you fall as fast as you want to". I'll take that to heart, thanks elisa. Anyways I have a lot of homework tonight so I'm not sure if emily and I will hang out but on friday I'm going to her house to eat dinner, and such her parents know we are dating. Which makes me smile beacuse they are very nice people, mine though...... up to now have been equally nieve and apathetic. But I've decided that I really don't care if they know, because if they can't accept me for who I am and who I love it's there loss. P.s. I need to get a lock on my door, lol.