Jan 25, 2005 14:41
For some reason, I feel uneducated today. I feel like I know nothing. I guess that it is quite possible. I haven't really experienced much that is life changing, or witnessed anything wonderful. Don't get me wrong...I love my life. I love all of the people that are around me and I know that I wouldn't have made it here minus the Grace of God...My views are changing. I'm growing up and it's scary. I TURN 20 THIS YEAR. That scares me to all hell. I just can't believe that my freshmen year of college is almost over. It's gonna be gone before I know it and I don't really want to give this up. Scary thought that I'm supposed to be an adult. I feel so childish. I guess everybody goes through this. Everybody experiences a slippery grip on life. It's normal, it's just something that I've gotta cope with. Off to swim with Amanda and then to JU to hang out with Kaleigh, which I am incredibly excited about. <33