sexuality
My sexuality is a rollercoaster ride these days. I just got out of a three year relationship with a sexy girl. She is now dating a guy i fucked years ago. Since we broke up i started fooling around with with guys i know. I love giving head and getting fucked. I feel bad about some of it because they are straight. The gay friends i did stuff with got upset because i did not want to be with them. I am not sure if i want to be gay/straight/bi or whatever. I love my girly hair. I wanna make it more girly and pick up college boys that i meet in class. I love girls clothes. I am wearing pink boyshorts and pink little boxers that i stole from my ex and a salmon girls shirt. I adore the ex`s slut jeans that she gave me after she moved out. :SIGH: I MISS HER. even though i wanted her to leave me. Things would be easier if i lived in a big gay city. Things would be easier if i didnt hang out with sexy girls all the time. LIFE IS HARD.