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So I was admited to the hospital on Monday. But at least this time they know what is wrong. I have two pulminary emblisms that are considered massive. One in each lung. If I smoked or had waited another day they don't think I would have made it. I was just allowed to get out of bed to pee starting yesterday. They have NO idea why this happened and I am the new mystery because this apparently never happens to someone so young. Hospital food freaking blows. And my family has come up to stay and my brother and dad are driving me insane. I am going to be on blood thinners for 6-8 months depending on how the clots clear up. :-( this is so depressing. I want out like woah