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I had such a wonderful night tonight, and i should be curled up in bed right now dreaming. Ice skating is actually tiring, you dont really realize it until your out there on the ice working up a sweat. That was so much fun and im glad i ended up doing it, i like this whole "doing something new every weekend" thing, it just makes so much sense. You dont know how much you miss out there by doing the same things over and over again, try doing something new for once, break out of your comfort zone, you'll meet cool people and have a fun time, i garantee it. After ice skating for an hour we all went to charlies for a bite to eat. Kara, lacie, chad and Tai, i had such a great night with you, thanks so much for including me!
Tai and i had a great conversation on the way home about important topics in our lives. I think ive had some of the best conversations of my life driving home from seattle at some random time of the night.
Im sad about how things are going with her, but i think its time to face the fact that we are growing apart. As much as i dont want it to happen its inevitable. She doesnt interest me anymore, ive had fun with her but i cant make her a fun person, and she just isnt. I can laugh with her but i cant make her funny, because she isnt that either. I dont know what i saw in her to make her my best friend. Maybe it was all the time i spent inebriated this summer, it might have distorted my thoughts a bit. Either way its time that i move on and find someone new to put my time and effort into, this doesnt mean we will stop being friends, it just means ill stop considering her my best friend. I dont do well with best friends, they always somehow dissapoint me.
Tai and i had a great conversation on the way home about important topics in our lives. I think ive had some of the best conversations of my life driving home from seattle at some random time of the night.
Im sad about how things are going with her, but i think its time to face the fact that we are growing apart. As much as i dont want it to happen its inevitable. She doesnt interest me anymore, ive had fun with her but i cant make her a fun person, and she just isnt. I can laugh with her but i cant make her funny, because she isnt that either. I dont know what i saw in her to make her my best friend. Maybe it was all the time i spent inebriated this summer, it might have distorted my thoughts a bit. Either way its time that i move on and find someone new to put my time and effort into, this doesnt mean we will stop being friends, it just means ill stop considering her my best friend. I dont do well with best friends, they always somehow dissapoint me.