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levityinbrevity November 20 2008, 17:55:47 UTC
WHAT THE HELL IS THE DEAL WITH YOU AND DRUGS?

If you use them, when did you start? Smoked pot for the first time when I was 13
What did you start with? Pot
Was there peer pressure involved? Nope
How old were you, where were you, had you planned it all out ahead of time? 13 with a older (26) friend and his girlfriend we were just hanging out and smoking
When did you do your first "hard" drug? 16 the same night I lost my virginity
What's that one drug story that you just have to tell us? The night I lost my virginity I tried Meth for the first time.. it wasn't really connected but its true. The real reason I lost my virginity is E&J and coke not meth. I really should have known better but I did it anyway. I then used Meth off and on for about 2 years never really getting to hard core into it but being in the drug culture it was hard not to be around people who had it sold it or used it. My mother, aunt, dad, step dad, Friends, and most of my other family all used. its hard when you are raised by white trash meth heads not to become one. But I was able to come out the other side better for the experiences and smarter too.

If you don't use 'em, then why not? I decided when I got married that i was done. DONE and after i had kids I would never do them again. My mother was a meth addict and she was neglectful because of them. plus I saw it screw up many many lives
Did you start and then stop? Yes
Are you afraid of them? YES
How do you feel when you find out that somebody you know does drugs? I think less of them
Is it different if it's a light or hard drug? Nope
Do you find yourself looking down on them or being envious? Looking down on them. Sort of... its more I look down on parents who do drugs.. single people or married people (with no kids) who use every now and then (soft drugs) I don't know that I really do.

So...pot? Y
E? once
Horse tranquilizers? N
Lickable toads? I wish I really wanted to try this.
Bone marrow samples from Keith Richards? Y but just that one time
Chemically-altered Mr. Pibb? N

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levityinbrevity November 20 2008, 18:06:02 UTC
Also I wanted to say everyone in my family is clean and sober now and getting there lives back. When I say everyone I mean everyone. A good portion of my family is still poor and kind of white trash but they aren't drug addicts anymore.

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benchilada November 20 2008, 19:04:23 UTC
Thanks for all of that.

Do you know why you think less of people who do drugs?

Do you think it's a weakness, or a waste, or what?

Also, glad you got out of the meth scene. I've seen several friends never come back from it.

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benchilada November 20 2008, 21:41:39 UTC
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levityinbrevity November 20 2008, 19:23:06 UTC
Well I would think I think less of them because of my childhood and I associate drugs with that. I have "friends" that use pot and they are single with no kids I don't think less of them because they smoke pot its not effecting anyone but them selves so you know they can do what they want. But I do think less of ANYONE who uses Meth its a slippery slop and very very few if any can be casual users.

Both a weakness and a waste.

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benchilada November 20 2008, 21:52:48 UTC
I consider meth to be one of the most horrible things out there. Cheap, short high, destructive in physical and mental health.

I suppose I've always judged other drug use on whether it's abuse and whether or not the person does it at times when they shouldn't...

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mistressdeath November 21 2008, 13:26:47 UTC
Love the icon!

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